I was tested last night in a dream, she wanted me back all of

a sudden. The eyes of the crowd bored into ours, and I didn’t

know how to react. We were in a bed in the middle of the

party, and I remember the negative looks from all around as I

capitulated and kissed her waiting mouth. T’s face was the

most clear in the crowd, and was clearly astonished and/or

disappointed. I couldn’t figure out if it was in me or her.